and
LIFE is changing .
Either it's good or not for challenging or changing , its all well depends ..
i admitted that my life is changing and challenging for the past 2 years..
i changed after i challenged ??? Or i challenged till i changed ??
i REAL wonder. ) :
i thought i will be happier after i challenged but i think i'm wrong .
For the 1st things i found i'm wrong is when i found i "lost" the sis who i used to date to gossip'ing , to chit-chat'ing and to sharing most of the time.
I'm not complaining tho. I just don't know who should i shares with.
I'm seriously not purposely to get out from the circles, just the circles seem like no longer let me to "fit" myself in. That's real real real sad when i found this.
When i'm attached , i'm no longer in the invitation list for yam-cha'ing nor gossip'ing .
(when i said why i'm not being invite, answer will be :"aiya, u need to pak-toh mah" ) that's so sighz ...
When i'm attached, when i sincerely to invite also some might said :" aiya, today no need to pak-toh only date me arh ?? " should this be sighz too ??
When i'm attached, i'm being so sad when i found i'm no longer in the yamcha'ing list ..
When i'm attached, i'm being much more sad when every time i felt "curious" or "scared" for either dating others or not.
But , LIFE is changing , Human is changing and so do you and me.
And we born to learn everything non-stop'ing ... That's the only reason i told myself each time when i felt the pain.
so LOST i'm ... I can't find the WAY out. i'm seriously STUCK... Seriously I'm .
I'm here to apologize if i CHANGED too much.
... peace & love ...
" So little time
Try to understand that i'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
i try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and i don't feel the same "
- Lily Allen -
Try to understand that i'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
i try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and i don't feel the same "
- Lily Allen -
1 comment:
Don't feel so sad...there are a lot of paths in our life. Sometimes we change path, move to different chapter in life but it doesn't mean that we changed our feelings towards ppl around us...
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